| | i kind of regret not buying a high school yearbook. these 4 years will disappear into nothingness like it never happened. i hardly remember my freshmen and sophomore years; heck, i don't even remember last year. looking into my 3rd grade elementary school year book was quite the trip. so many familiar faces.
some kids in that year book, i know today...and today they are so messed up - corrupted. those same kids, about 9 years ago, were the nicest of all the third graders. you look at them now, it's weird. how did little ryan grow up to be one of the biggest pot smokers i know? the same kid who told me how cool the latest batman movies was. i cling on to super heroes even now, just to keep a hold of myself from the wickedness of what the world has to offer. of coarse it's ultimately Christianity that saves me, but super heroes give a comfort of guidance that everyday people can't.
i think back to my childhood, and even through the hard times, it keeps getting brighter. i look forward to future that's dark and full of disappointments. but the past just keeps looking better.
without my high school years to look back on, i think i'll be stuck in w/e dark world i'm stepping into. yes i complain now about how much high school sucks, but i imagine myself 10 years from now...looking back to these moments, and thinking about how great it really was.
all is well. i don't think i want to remember the high school years. it sucked.
do i really want to remember how all my friends started drinking and smoking weed, and related more to comic book characters than actual people? haha, as if..
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